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I Just Want To Sleep.


Well with a little girl who has tones of energy, keeping up a home, and growing a baby all I want to do is sleep. But this comes all in good time. I try to take a nap when Emma does but I often feel that I have so much to do that I should do as much as I can while she is napping so that I can spend more one on one time with her. Lately she has been taking a 2 hour nap, so I try to sleep for 1 hour and then get busy for the next but that doesn't always happen.

I forgot to talk about our new house in my last entry so here we go. This past Oct. we moved into a single wide trailer as we hosted an rv park in grand coulee. I can't tell you what a blessing it has been to since moved out and into our own place. We may be renting but it has a tone more room and we are right next to the park. I am looking forward to nice weather so that Emma and I can go exploring. It has three bedrooms, two baths, and a finished basement. I love it. The only trouble is, is that we have a garage full of boxes that are looking to me to get them unpacked and put away, and well we are not even there right now. It has been a struggle to get the house put together while we are supporting Harvey with his job. For Feb. we have only been home for one week, I got a lot done but at the same time I feel like I have got nothing done and still so much to do.

We are in Vancouver, WA for two weeks right now. We are at the end of week number one, at the end of next week we will being going to Pasco for Harvey's Saturday School, then from Sat. School we will be going to Spokane for some friends of ours birthday's. We will stay there until Sunday, return to Grand Coulee, were I will have to turn around and go back to Spokane Monday morning for my initial OB appointment. Fewwww, this is our life always moving, always going. But the word is that we wont have to travel too much, well at least not as much as last year.

Looking forward to a good nap,

Anna

Comments

Sarah said…
You know, I read somewhere that your child's nap time should always be YOUR time. No chores, no to do lists, and no feeling guilty. It feels kind of wrong at first, but you do deserve Anna time, and there is nothing wrong with taking it. When mommy is happy and healthy everyone else in the family is too. Sometimes it puts you further behind, but I am convinced that stay at home moms deserve a break and we never leave our job, so you've got to take what you can get! Fill Emma's nap time with something you love or that you've been putting off doing because you've been allowing yourself to be the last priority. Scrapbooking, watching an episode of your favorite TV show, online shopping, or take a NAP! Take a little time for you and I guarantee you will be glad you did. I love you!! Hope this helps. :)
I totally agree with Sarah. Just to survive you have to have some time to yourself. Other jobs get 15 minute breaks every few hours, so the least you can do is allow yourself that! :) I will admit, it will be ALOT harder (okay, practically impossible lol!) to do that after you have more than one child, so do it while you can. Although you HAVE to get the BABY FAITH dvds. They are literally a God-send. Even my 8 month old can be entertained for 15 minutes lol, so I can take a shower without children crying or knocking on the door wanting to know what is going on. Whew. Being a mom is hard work, but what a blessing it is!

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